Why is reality automatically considered better? Why should this world be more important than my own?

That's beyond intriguing. Well a lot of people are narrow minded and judgmental and probably can't accept your logic. That shouldn't bother you but since they are being irritating and affecting your life perhaps you should move somewhere more isolated. I mean if that's possible...perhaps it would be better to live somewhere you can be alone and undisturbed by nosy people. Wake in 3 days? That's very interesting...Anyways live your life however you want because reality isn't very pleasing to say by far.