Anyone with knowledge on intense dream interpretation?

so my best friend had to pick up and move away from me beyond his will and i have been completely cut off from any contact with him what so ever and dont even have specifics of his whereabouts he tells me hes in oregon but best friend telepathy tells me otherwise and i always trust my gut anyway since he left ill dream of him like 3 times a week but each time has become a journey to a new place i have never seen in my life but i can feel like presence of this place as if i were there or he was there, anyway my dream last night i was drinking and took a medicene 2 hours prior (horrible idea but it was a party) and i ped out in my own bed about 2 hours into my sleep (side note: i have been studying lucid dreams for quite a while but rarely follow the specific schedule so i kind of try every night but its not enough effort to remember) anyway i ped out drunk no lucid dream pratice anyway my next dream is me and him face to face in nothing a blank room its not vivid enough to yize however he gets trapped and as do i and basically a higher being i dont want to say God perse' because im not sure what my mind registered this being as i umed the universe and suddenly i looked down and realised i couldnt move and i started yelling lucid dream lucid dream suddenly it felt like i wasnt just in my dream generating my own ideas i was the complete master of my dream like i turned the symbolic things imparing our movement to gl and they broke i just thought of something fragile and quick and i broke out and as i pulled my friend out he fell and his legs became extremely lacerated by these shards of gl so then suddenly im trying to control the dream and completely lose control and wacky **** i cant remember but it was weird started happening but i felt like i understood everything i saw, i heard a voice that said "i heard the voice now i make the choice" and suddenly a crowd of random people no ones face in which i could identifty was walking right over him while hes still laying down in this gl and i remain immoble and when he looks up at my his eyes are gone and he said these words dont blame yourself but i need to be saved help me cause im literally going crazy today because of this dream and this is hard to explain cause everyone believes there bestie is there bestie but no this kid is my exact opposite and we get a long perfect hes a big chubby red head kid with a hidden potential that when its drawn out hes done literally mircales yet he doesnt not believe in God since he lost his mother which i was there for and me i try to be religious and pick up life symbols and yize them because i believe strongly in the law of attraction when used properly and im short skinny and italian were so different yet we have mental depth uncomprehensive of an avrege late teen another thing that worries me is from a drug he did one time and its called ego death so he lives an underdog life every day is a struggle with him and he jokes about sucudie constantly and i fear thats what this dream could indicate i mean i do help my best friend tons of his issues but he teaches me so much and i need him in my life hes my partner u know how it is